But I’m still going through the motions of my daily obligations. Truthfully, I’m doing it out of selfishness, because not performing those duties would cause me more inconvenience than I want to deal with in my present state of mind. A day-long nap looks really good right now. Unfortunately, I’m not sleepy. And I have more work to do. I just wonder what the hell I’m supposed to get out of all this.
Having one of those “Yeah, whatever” kinda days. Not one $h*t is being given.